Broken by you

..so broken..

..that was my heart..

..torn..

..that was me..

..pain..

..it was hell..

..not loved..

.. that was I..

I had never loved anyone like this..

It is pure, honest, eternal, sincere, forgiving and TRUE..

but no matter how great my love for him is..

it is still wouldn't be enough, if it is only "I" who does..

Maybe,

just maybe

someday if we're meant,

then fate would make its way for us to meet again..

And maybe,

just maybe..

We both have learned from our mistakes,

and grow up to be way better than what we are today..

I love him..

and I would always do..

But for now,

I'll just close my eyes

and cry..

until my eyes runs dry..

:'(

uNCoNtROLLAbLE

There are a lot of things in this world that we wish we have the control.

But things don't work that way..

No matter how much we planned things to take place..

Unexpected events would happened..

It was a shocking news, hearing it from my best friend, I mean "da-f*ck"..

Oh please give me understanding..

My mind just stops responding at that moment..

No f*ck*ng way!

But that only proves,

things that we want to happen

are sometimes or more probably most of the times do not occur..

We may be facing problems on our own, but knowing someone is in need of my help as a friend.

i think forgetting myself for a while won't hurt..

But hearing her story, it just a total sh*t...

I can't stop crying..

For real!

..I wish I could do everything for her..

:'(