Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Changes in the City

Leafy green leaves
Huge trunks of trees
Replaced by tall buildings
A busy city there now is..
The noisy honks of cars
Pollution of water and land
Highways and electronic vehicles
It’s in the place called the city..
Black suites and tie
A dress or a blouse
Walks by one another
Along the city they’re seen..
Perfection is a dream
Convenience is the aim
To be globally interconnected
A wireless city exists..
Take a look around you, you’ve seen it, but your eyes remain closed. Sure the evolving technology gives you convenience, ease of work and any other benefits.
I just miss nature, I mean isn’t it relaxing looking at the green pasture, the singing birds(as if I’ve seen one).
But honestly, I love nature and I badly want to experience having a nature trip, an encounter with mother earth.
I wish I would have the chance to have that visit. :D

A Dinner To Remember :)

Applying for OJT could be really tiring but these moments with my friends are the most worthwhile.
During our diner, my father said, “Dapat sa unang sweldo mo, ilibre mo kaming lahat”.
Actually I was planning on giving half of my first salary to my mother, but then again treating my whole family of twelve would be more convincing that is why when I receive my very first salary I would treat them too..
Ahmm..
Ahmm..
J
to lunch..
I told my father, “Un lang ba? Sige.”
And I just received a smile from my parents.
Those instances where both my parents smiled at me are irreplaceable, incomparable and joyful.
I just want to make my family happy and proud of me.
I want them to know that I love them so so so very very much.
That I would not want to see them suffer and I would fight for them.
But if the mistakes are initiated by us, then I’ll try my best to relate to them the faults and consequences that we should face and accept in the most convincing way.
I do not tolerate mistakes or any misconduct; because real families are those who help one another became a better person.
Since my two elder sisters have their family of their own, then I guess I would be the one taking care of my parents until they got old.
I want them to know that even if all their hair turns gray and their faces sag low, I would be beside them and love them. They are one of the people that gave me strengths to do impossible things and achieve my dreams.
Even if most of the times we had misunderstandings, I still love them from the bottom of my heart. I do not blame any misfortune in my life to them. Even if they weren’t able to give us luxurious life, they were still able to have a child that loves them so much and willing to accept them no matter what. Even if my other sisters would abandon us, I would never leave them, no matter how badly they behave.
I love them, and would always do.
I am proud of them, more than proud. J

SETTING PRIORITIES

Two days had passed.

Still more days would pass where I have to make it without you.

Career growth would boost my self-esteem, focused on the aim and hit it.

What do I really want?

What do I need?

What would make me happy?

What would complete me?

“One could not serve two masters at the same time.”

Life is all about setting priorities.

This time I chose myself.

This time there would not be any romantic involvement to anyone.

Focused on my studies and the things that I would be facing once I entered the corporate world.

Once I became stable and at the right age..

Maybe then love will come my way..

Maybe then my TRUE LOVE will come..

But not now..

Not yet..

Or maybe never..

But the least thing I could do is..

“Be CONTENTED and THANKFUL”

The Lord gives you what you need,

He knows what’s best for us,

It is not always a “NO” to the things we really want; it is just “NOT NOW”.

I’ll make God the center of my world, so that I wouldn’t be lonely..

“The secret to happiness is being GREATFUL”.

If one knows how to be grateful for everything that comes his way, then that person is a truly happy one.

I have to work hard for my family and for myself, because I believe that through the career that I will pursue, I could truly be happy. And I could make my family more than proud.