It is when it is unselfish..
It's when you're willing to give up everything even him just for him to be happy :)
Yung pagmamahal na hindi makasarili..
alam mo at alam ko na may mali satin, marami tayong issues, and 3months? matagal na rin yun ha, to think na hindi nga lang three months, it's almost 6months, simula pa nung december.. :) na magkakilala tayo.. ang galing lang noh? at tumagal tayo dahil sa kagustuhan nating magstay, pero tama nga, hindi kayang isustain lang ng love ang relasyon.. I'm done with doing what I want or what you want. It's time to do what's right and should have been done a long time ago..
at yun ay magbreak na tayo...
it took me a lot of courage and realizations.. oo mga pahapyaw yung mga nauna, because I wasn't sure of what is right, palaging nangingibabaw ang want ko na makasama ka pa.. pero mahal kita, at isa lang ang gusot ko. Yun ay sumaya ka.. at di mo yun makukuha sakin..
Alam mo ba bakit gusto na kitang pakawalan?
It's because of this..
I've never seen you this happy..
I've never seen a smile and laugh like this kapag kasama mo ko..
Never did I..
I've tried in the duration of our relationship to see that smile..
To make you happy..
But it was always a failure..
Hindi mo alam kung gaano ko gustong makita yang tawa mong yan..
Hindi mo alam kung gaano ko gustong makita kang masaya..
Hindi mo alam kung gaano ko gustong lagi kang okay..
Hindi mo alam..
I was browsing your picture, and with every picture na makita ko,.
napapangiti ako.. alam mo ba yun? at napapaluha at the same time, it's because nalaman kong ang cute mo lang sa mga pictures, your smile is enough para mapangiti ako everyday.. gusto kong makita yun araw-araw, para gumanda ang umaga hanggang gabi ko..
nalungkot ako, kasi di ko maibibigay yung ngiting yun sayo..
:')
pero ayos lang.. makita lang kitang masaya, masaya na ko..
ayokong maging selfish, alam ko im not the right girl and I'm not the one who could sweep you off your feet, or the girl na gugustuhin mong makita araw-araw..
mahal na mahal kita..
and I never asked you to love me back nor love me as much as I do..
I just want to love you..
pwede kitang mahalin ng hindi tayo..
at sa palagay ko mas magiging okay pag ganun..
mas hindi ka mahihirapan..
the last thing that I would want to do is to hurt you..
"we accept the love we think we deserve"
and that goes for everyone but we have a choice..
I may just accept the fact that we weren't going to be together..
not now..
and i'm not sure if someday..
:')
"someday you'll thank me for letting you go"
i want you to find that someone who could put that same smile on your face..
and in your heart..
and when you find her, never let her go..
you will know that she is the one you would want to spend the rest of your life kapag naramdaman mo na yung eagerness to see her everyday, yung eagerness na makasama siya, yung eagerness na mapasaya siya at alagaan siya.. at kapag makakanta mo na sa kanya to..
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
kapag kaya mo ng kantahin yan para sa isang babae, siya na yun.. siya na yung taong mamahalin mo ng sobra..
mahal kita sobra2 at isa lang ang gusto ko. Ang makita kang masaya.. at sa ngayon, hindi ako ang makapagbibigay nun..
malaya ka na..
hindi mo na ko kailangan pang intindihin o isipin sa tuwing may gagawin ka para sa sarili mo..
kapag handa ka na, na ibigay at ipakilala ang sarili mo sa isang babae, kapag naramdaman mo na yun.. saka mo sabihin ang salitang "pwede ba kitang ligawan"..
wag mong madaliin na naman ulit ang lahat at magkamali at makasakit at masaktan..
:')
im letting you go para na rin hindi ako umasa pa.. at para hindi na rin ako masaktan, at mawalan na rin ako ng karapatang masaktan..
alagaan mo ang sarili mo ha.. wag masyadong papakapagod po.. alam ko stressful ang work mo, pero learn to enjoy it.. wag mong isipin na nakakastress.. just enjoy.. para di masyadong mahirap.. try to outlive it.. :)) or make it fun in your own ways, matalino ka, you should know better..
and as for me, di naman ako nagmamadali, siguro i'll enjoy na lang din muna kung anong meron habang bata ako, princesses never look for their prince charming, they just wait to be saved, prince charming on the other hand are in search for their damsel in distress to rescue them..
If my prince won't come, then I'll try to just save myself ;)
i'll be fine. wala namang hindi kaya ihh.. pero wala ding madali po..
I hate to break it up to you sa text, kasi di kasya lahat ng sasabihin ko, alam mong may pagkabaliw ako kasi mas nasasabi ko lahat ng gusto ko kapag sinulat o nitype ko.. kaya heto.. di na kasi ako makapag-isip ng tama pag kasama na kita, gusto lang kitang yakapin at halikan kapag kasama na kita at kalimutan ang buong mundo.. you make me weak.. and ayoko yun.. dahil nakakalimutan kong may mga bagay na dapat kong intindihin..
mahirap maging magkaibigan agad.. pero kapag kailangan mo ng kausap or masasabihan ng problema, I'm just a text away, gaya ng dati... :)) kahit buhay pag-ibig pa yan.. hehe ^_^.. i'll set aside my feelings.
tignan mo tong pic natin, eto na yata pinakamakulit nating pic sa loob ng 3months.. dahil eto lang talaga ang pic natin.. bwahahaha! :D
tapos eto naman ang pinakasweet.. <3 p="">
I stopped browsing your pics, baka kasi mainlove na naman ako sayo.. :)
Bye na vhin ko, bye na rin sa rhin mo..
Sabi mo nga, bahala ako, kung ano ang desisyon ko.. dun ka.. since alam kong di mo naman tayo paglalaban dahil nga susunod ka lang sa kung anong desisyon ko, eto na ang pinipili ko..
this is how we will end..
mahal na mahal kita lagi mo yang tatandaan... at kung may pinakaminahal ako sa apat.. ikaw yun.. sobra-sobra, dumating nga sa puntong muntik ko na rin makalimutan ang sarili ko.. be brave.. don't be scared to fall in love again.. there would never be someone better than be, but there can be someone not me.. :') dahil nga no one could be better than the other.. she could only be a better version of her.. di ka naman mahihirapan makakita ihh.. cute ka, saka mabait.. di ka pa nga lang siguro handa, or di mo pa lang nakikita si right girl.. or magiging right sa puso mo.. :) but hope you meet her soon <3 nbsp="">
basta pag hirap ka na sa work at need mo ng makakausap.. i'll always be here, kahit ano pang problema yan.. dito lang ako.. :))
So pano? eto na to.. :) tapos na yung napakahabang blog na toh.. deym! :D
kisses.. i miss you bigtime.. take care always..
basta.. mahal na mahal na mahal kita.. okay? at kung di man ako magparamdam, di naman yun mangyayari.. :) kasi nga friends tayo.. :) okay? :* i love you.. wish i could have that one last kiss. hihi.. ;)
eto na yun ihh.. mahal kita, mahal mo ko.. at sinubukan naman natin.. masaya na ko nakilala at nakasama kita.. sobrang swerte ko na dun.. :)
-loviery
